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♥THE FAB CHICA♥
Wonderfulicious.
Bride-to-be!
Engaged to the love of her life.
He's the ying to her yang.
Self confessed baggie addict.
Loves fuzzy furry animals.
Chocs makes her bounce off the walls.
Thinks that Kimora Lee Simmons should be Queen. Jay & Bey are her drugs.
Can't sleep without her daily dose of gossip..xoxo.
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Friday, March 30, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 7:25 PM.


Has that special someone in your life told you that you were beautiful,
even though you looked like crap?

Has that special someone made you feel beautiful,
when you were at your lowest?

Chances are.. Not so much.

Maybe that answers why so many women have self esteem issues.

Their other halves just don't know how to make them feel beautiful bout themselves.

Even when she steps out of the house feelin oh-so-gorgeous & confident, an INSENSITIVE
remark or two is all it takes to TRAMPLE her self esteem.

Agree?

So dickies, be SENSITIVE towards your other halves' delicate & fragile self esteem will ya??

OR...

You'll find yourself with a broken piece of glass that you will perhaps, never get to fix.

Blueek.

Boozing with my bestie, Delia tonight. I miss the feeling of being intoxicated.
All together now........ : YAYNESS!!





Thursday, March 29, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 11:50 AM.


These past few days have been an emotional roller coaster.

Thanks Azyan & Lynn... What would I do without you gals..

And sweetie, thanks for trying to make me feel better..
And the gifts.. Hehe.


Having a fever now. Feeling weak.

A visit to the doctor later after lunch..

Yay! - not.



Sunday, March 25, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 4:03 PM.



My mom's one talented woman.
Seriously.
And I only found out last night.
Mom came home with huge huge bags
of organza fabric, flowers, and ribbons.
When other people prefer to buy the bunga rampai,
(there are ready-made, nice and cheap ones out there!)
Mummy dear insisted on DOING IT HERSELF.
I tried to talk her out of it.
I really did. But alas, I failed.
Hehe.


So it went from this...

to This!

The Bunga Rampai.

Mom couldnt resist making these grapes
after seeing them in a magazine.
Psst..They're not really grapes.
Just coins.


Smart eh?



Poor mama stayed up till 1am to do it.
And mind you. These are just the samples.
Not the real deal yet. Thanks mama!

p/s : I enjoyed our super late night supper.
Like mother like daughter eh?
Both woke up at 4am searching for food!

; p



p.p/s : And to you my sweet love.. I love you so much!
Forgive me?


*hugs.*




Friday, March 23, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 5:22 PM.


Who knew that it was going to be this hard?
*Cries.*

Thursday, March 22, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 9:00 AM.

Hmmmmm....

Hearts + Arrows = Love?

*giggles.*








Wednesday, March 21, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 9:16 AM.


I am so SUPER STRESSED.
Didnt know the preparations was going to be this hard.
Have to please the parents on both sides and
acommodate to their "requests."
Blueeek.
I'm tired.
To the point of an emotional breakdown
yesterday.
Hehe.
Sorry baby..
Its just that, so many choices, so many decisions.
So many things to think about.
So many people to please.
But then,
Who's gonna please us heh?
I'll take this all as a test from god.
A test of our love.
So what are you waiting for?
Bring it on!



Sunday, March 18, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 4:12 PM.


All went well yesterday.
Alhamdulillah.

Just imagine,
In 2 months and 10 days,
it''ll be my birthday.
and...
In 2 months and 9 days,
I'll be engaged..
*blushes.*
I just love the dates,
dont you?
; )

I am starting to freak out.
There's just so many things to do..
And there's so little time..
There's so many questions running around my
head right now..

What colour do I paint my room?
Should I get a new bed?
What about the curtains?
What colour should my outfit be?
What gifts should we exchange?
Pink & white for the invitation cards?
Where do I print the invitation cards?
Who do I invite?
How should I do my hair?
What desserts should be served?
Who's going to do the decorations?
Who's going to be my "unofficial" camera man?
etc..


Hehe. I told you there was so many questions.

Too many.

Wish me good luck people..
And may everything go smoothly..

I love u my love..

Finally.. after all we've been through...


Friday, March 16, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 9:10 PM.


I love love love love my new blogskin!!!
And do you know why???
Cos I did it myself!!!
Yayness!!!
I'm not a bimbo (only when it comes to computers hokay!)
after all!!
And i love the colours..
Very me..


You loike??

Who cares... cos I loike it ALOT!

Sekarang baru ada mood nak blog..

Hee!

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♥ EMIL... @ 6:45 PM.


Slept at 4am last night.
And I still have 7-8 more freaking CDs left!!
and mind you, there's 3 episodes per CD.
Dammit!!
When will I ever finish it??
I'm not gonna sleep tonight.
I have to finish watching all the CDs!! I just have to!
I'm off tomorrow neways..
Yayness!!

Its a special day tomorrow..
Gonna pray that everything goes smoothly..
I'm gonna be so so nervous..
But this is what we've been waiting and praying for
for so long right baby?
I love u sweetheart..

*hugs.*

Thursday, March 15, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 6:31 PM.



Spent the whole of last night watching Grey's Anatomy.

I plopped my ass on the couch at 6pm and didnt move (okay, not literally. I still needed to go the bathroom!) till 12 midnight.

That's SIX freakin' hours!!

Melvyn,(my AM) was sweet enough to lend it to me when I mentioned
that I wanted the Grey's Anatomy DVD Box set for my birthday..

; )

And after six hours.. I can proudly say that I have finished watching
ALL the episodes on Season 1!

I guess this is the only way to catch up. You see, I'm working in shifts.
So i don't get to watch all the episodes everytime it's showing on TV.

Now I'm starting on Season 2.. Can you believe that I woke up at 7 freaking 30 this morning just to watch the first 3 episodes??

Went back to sleep when it ended at 9.30am and then woke up again at noon to go to work.

Giler kan aku?

Oh well... all i can say is.. Its fcuking worth it!

Meredith, Izzie, Christina, George, Alex, Dr McDreamy, Dr Bailey, and Dr Burke....

I'll see u again tonight..
on my TV screen that is.


*Sings : "Nobody noes where they might end up... Nobody noes...."*


Tuesday, March 13, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 11:03 AM.


Have been too lazy too update my blog lately..
Just so many things to do at work.
Blueeek!
Baby gonna take me to Bugis today to try the
famous Ayam Penyet.
Can u believe I've NEVER tried Ayam Penyet?
I've never got to trying cos well, I didnt see what all the fuss was about..
Its like Chicken Rice no?
Oh well...
We'll see...



Friday, March 9, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 10:39 PM.


Today marks the day I received my first ever Warning Letter
in 2 bloody years..

Yayness!!

*rolls eyes.*

Puta Madre.

Thursday, March 8, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 7:43 PM.


HAPPY 1 YEAR & 8 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY !!



There's just so many that can capture your attention.
But only one can capture your heart.


Two years ago..
I promised myself that I'll never love again..
Cos my heart had died..
But when I met you, You opened up my heart to love again..
And I love you so much bby..
so..
Happy Anniversary to US!
I'm counting down till the day I can call you my fiance..
And till the day you can call me your wife..
I love u sweetie !!!

p/s : Hope u like my lil gift cos I sure as hell loved urs..
*smiles*

Wednesday, March 7, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 4:22 PM.


Its funny how I wish I'm affected by you,
but I'm not.

Saturday, March 3, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 8:13 AM.


Our "once in a blue moon" family dinner
and guess where we dined...






The food was fab!
And so was the service..



The longest compliment letter - EVER!
A perfect end to a perfect dinner was perfect service..
And I mean really perfect. Thanks Firah for being super sweet..

After dinner we had....



Sinful Indulgence..*Drools.*

Was browsing at BORDERS before we headed home

and mommy dearest bought me...



The Truth About Diamonds

by Nicole Richie.

Now that's sexy..

Thanks Mama!

I lup u many2!


Thursday, March 1, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 2:09 PM.

My Horoscope for today ;
Cherish each moment as it goes by today --
they will go by faster than you expect.
Shopped for baby's ring yesterday.. He has to have his ring
custom made, cos his ring size is a whooping 28! Went from shop
to shop but all the designs were whack and ít takes 2-3 months to have
the ring custom made. : (
Alas, we found the "THE RING". The shop wasnt gonna charge us extra
to have it custom made and it'll take only 1 month. Perfect!
Now the only problem is to find a shop that actually does resetting of diamond
rings - Any ideas?

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Work life's a BITCH.
When I was still in school, all I wanted was to work &
earn $$$. Now, all I want to do is to go back to school..
You can't imagine the "politics"goin on in the industry.
Friends backstabbing friends, People bad mouthing you to the boss,
malicious gossip etc..
I dont understand them. Aren't we here to earn a living?
Some people go to the extent of driving people to quit.
Only then will they be satisfied.
You dont even now who to trust nimore.
And the people holding positions?
Enough Said.
They're the worst of the lot.
Yes I'm talking bout u.
You just love putting words in my mouth huh?
I'm gonna do what I do best.
IGNORE YOU.
You noe why?
Cos unlike you, I have class.
Something you're obviously lacking.
*smirks.*