DISCLAIMER
Her ramblings & rantings are 100% non-fictional.
Any resemblance to any persons dead or alive is entirely intentional.
PHAT GURLS RULE. CAN YOU HANDLE IT?♥THE FAB CHICA♥
Wonderfulicious.Bride-to-be!
Engaged to the love of her life.
He's the ying to her yang.
Self confessed baggie addict.
Loves fuzzy furry animals.
Chocs makes her bounce off the walls.
Thinks that Kimora Lee
Can't sleep without her daily dose of gossip..xoxo.
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Friday, April 27, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 4:52 PM.
A BIG SHOUTOUT ;
To the one and only CHERRYhead Lydia Natalia for the obvious
changes to my blog.
A BIG I LOVE YOU ;
To my man, my family, my friends, who has given me their full love
& support throughout this difficult part of my life. From the bottom
of my heart, I appreciate you ALL.
A BIG SCREW YOU ;
To the FABULOUS people at work, for doing what you're doing and for pushing me
to make the decision that I made.
Or is it A BIG THANK YOU?
You decide.
Sunday, April 22, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 10:38 AM.
Ola Chicas..
*CAUTION : LOOOONG PICTURELESS ENTRY AHEAD!*
I haven't blogged in ages! I've been so super busy with work.
It hasnt been easy juggling two jobs. And I've forgotten how its like to
stand for 7 1/2 freakin hours! Goodness me.
Basically I am wiped out, tired, and exhausted.
No thanks to the unnecessary stress at work.
*rolls eyes.*
I've decided.
I'm going to quit my job. - after the long awaited bonus of course.
I can't stand another day in this fcuked up place.
I've had enough of all the people here.
Two fcuking years is more than enough.
I should have left looong ago heh?
Cibai.I hate the people I'm working with! Fcuking hell.
Pardon the profanity.
But the thought of them and the mention of their names is like a
bad taste in my mouth.
The only thing that is pushing me to go to work is the thought of
not seeing these bitches EVER AGAIN when I quit. Yayness!!
And of course my engagement..
Speaking of my engagement...
Its in 1 month & 5 days!! *Gulp.*
I am so super nervous!
Mom paid the caterer for the food last night.
And guess how much it was??
$700!!
For 100pax for fcuk's sake!
That's $7 per pax!
*faints.*
Thanks mommy.. You shouldnt have lah.. It was waaaay beyond what
we expected.. But mommy says the food is super sedap.. And they're gonna
serve tempura prawns! Yum! Shushi takde ke? Hehe!
The road to our engagement has indeed been one filled with several hurdles and tests.
A test of our love.
A test of our commitment.
A test of out patience.
But none of us were prepared for this ;
The bf's mom was diagnosed with breast cancer two weeks ago and had to undergo an
operation last week. She's in stable condition now and resting at home. She's very weak
though and can't do much. So the bf & family has been helping out in household chores,
cooking etc. Only god knows how I feel..And how the bf and family must feel..
I just feel so sad.. so helpless. My prayers are with her everyday, hoping she gets well soon.
The stress has taken a toll on me.
I've got so much to do.
So much to worry about.
I just want to lock myself up in my room and
CRY.
I want to breakdown and and CRY till my head hurts and I can't
BREATHE.
I want to CRY myself to
SLEEP.
But I just can't. I'm too tired too even cry.
But however shitty I feel, I can count on the bf to make me smile.
When I was typing out the aboved, I couldn't stop the tears from flowing down.
And all the bf said was ;
"If I can be strong, so can you. My baby don't cry k? If not, I don't buy for you mermot."
Hehe. Utter cuteness.
However shitty I feel and no matter what happens, I can count on my special someone
to comfort me and make me smile. And that to me, is EVERYTHING.
I love you my love. More & more & more each day.
*smiles.*
p/s : Cherryhead I miss you. And Suzie dear, thanks for yesterday..I had fun!
We always do kan? Hehe. Another "bubble tea" trip soon I promise!
Friday, April 13, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 8:15 AM.
A certain entry certainly raised my eyebrows today.
And I've decided to delete that certain post that caused all the
eyebrow raising.
My family is the one thing that I hold dear to me and will
always be close to my heart.
And as we mentioned earlier on, no matter what we do,
we could never really HATE each other.
Hate is such a strong word.
I could never HATE my own blood.
You're the person I grew up with and shared my childhood with.
I guess the time apart from each other caused so many misunderstandings
and i'm glad we talked things out and cleared the air.
I still love you too Lydia.
And you're crazy to assume that I don't want you there for me.
I'm glad that you're back in my life.
Cos no matter how strong I seemed like outside,
The truth is, it hurts inside.
p/s : I spy with my little eye, something that begins with G.
Will I be rocking a new Gucci bag for my birthday??
*winkz to Lydia.*
Thursday, April 5, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 5:20 PM.
I did the unthinkable.
(Okay I'm being overly dramatic.)
I took up a part time job. - On top of my full time job.
As a ________.
People close to me should know..
As well of the whole
Ooops. *winkz.*
At least the hours are flexible..
And.. I'll still be in this bloody hotel so I can still see the BF.
*Sigh.*
But then again, we need to make sacrifices sometimes right?
Even BF is making sacrifices by working at New Asia Bar some nights.
Hehe. Thanks BF.
I don't know how I'm going to cope.
But hopefully, everything will work out for the best.
Angie n Rachel, dont bully me hor!
Going to meet Azyan again for our Gossip & must have Cheese Prata Sessions..
And most importantly, I get to meet the BF tomorrow! Yayness!
I miss you my bear bear!
"The sacrifices we have to make will be worth it in the end.
At the end of the day, the only thing that matters is our LOVE."
Wednesday, April 4, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 2:07 PM.
I'm bummed.
Not meeting the BF today.
Plans got cancelled.
He has things he needs to do.
Last minute things I'd like to add.
: (
"But you promised me baby.."
Hmmmph. Blueeek.
So instead of meeting the BF and having Ayam Penyet for dinner,
I'm gonna have my all time favourite...
CHEESE PRATA! With none other than my lovely god sister, Azyan.
(Ceh! God sister sey! ) *winkz.*
Then we gonna chill out at her house till late (as always) and laugh at lil' JanJan's antics.
My engagement is in 1 month and 23 days and I still havent gotten anything done.
How to la when my leave is always rejected?
*rolls eyes.*
I spoke to my makeup artist yesterday and I have to admit he's super nice!
Gonna have a test trial first. Hey.. I want to know how I'm gonna look like
on that day and most importantly, I have to LIKE it right??
But he advised me to get my outfit first so that we can determine what kind of
"look"'I'm going for.
Very true.
Except that I have no time to see the Mak Andam.
Whenever I apply leave to go, shit happens and I always have to cancel the appointment.
Or, she has to cancel on me cos she has something up.
How la like that?
I have an appointment for this Monday and I am determined to go.
I don't fcuking Care.
I've put it off long enough.
I'm getting engaged NEXT MONTH for god's sake!
Give me a break and let me go can??
Thank god mummy is handling the arrangements for the food & gubahan.
If not, I don't think I'll ever get things done. All I have to take care of is my hair,
make up, outfit and the cakes and I still havent had time to do any of it!
Thanks mom. All the late nights staying up doing the Bunga Rampai..
I feel so bad..
Been discussing with the BF about work.
Should I leave? or should I not?
Sigh.
It depends on how much more I can tolerate.
I'm guessing not much.
We'll just wait and see shall we?
Tuesday, April 3, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 9:17 PM.
You Have Got To Be Kidding Me?!?
Some guys are just Pathetic with a capital P.
(Not the BF of course!)
Here's the situation : Guy A suddenly went searching for Girl C when Girl B
was out of the picture claiming he was depressed and had loada things going on
in his life and that he just needed someone he trusted to talk to.
Fine.
Girl C, (ever the kind soul) decided to give him another chance and decided to be there for him when he needed someone.
Then... ...Bam! ..... Big Mistake.
Instead of needing someone to talk to/be there for him, all Guy A wanted from Girl C
was someone who could be his walking ATM machine.
Yet again.
Yup. It isnt the first time.
Which leaves Girl C back to __________.
You fill in the blank.
Sial kan some guys?
Such a dissapointment.
And to think he seemed so sincere this time around.
That just goes to show..
"A
*winkz to Priya.*
Agree gals?
p/s : i pity him sometimes. we may not know what is he really going thru. but then again,
its just not right to be friends or pretend to be friends with someone for the sole purpose
of borrowing money. and when she doesnt give it to you or if she asks for it back, you act like she's your enemy. That's just wrong kan? its a loan for god's sake. Sigh. Life is unfair and unjust. Money. Enough said. It can bring the worst out of people. Sad kan?
p/p.s : Baby i miss you. Crazy kan? We just met! But it was just for awhile.. : (
Cant wait for tomorrow.. Ayam penyet for dinner? Yayness!!
I miss you huney.. Nak tunggu tomorrow mcm lama gitu..
Blueek.
Monday, April 2, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 9:33 PM.
I heard from Priya who heard from a friend that one of the reasons why
Guy A is with Girl B is cos he likes it that she likes branded things.
Oops sorry.. Was with Girl B.
*winkz to Priya.*
WTF Right??
So I asked the BF.
And came to a conclusion :
Guys likes it when their girls lurve their Guccis.
Or their Prada/Manolos/LVs..etc.
Me?
I lurve my Guccis like I lurve my Angelina Jolie.
*giggles.*
Sunday, April 1, 2007.
♥ EMIL... @ 1:17 PM.
30th March 07.
Met my bestie after work on Friday and we headed to Sahara @ Boat Quay.
We used to work there so it was hilarious to see that our ex boss, Esad
hasnt changed one bit. The way he was barking orders to his new bunch of staff
was just super funny la. As quoted from one of Esad's
old friend/customer that night, "So.. You guys gave up on Esad huh?."
Hehehe. Was nice to see Ida & Zanna again.
old friend/customer that night, "So.. You guys gave up on Esad huh?."
Hehehe. Was nice to see Ida & Zanna again.
Can't believe they're still there though.
Pretty soon, we got super bored so we headed to New Asia Bar. The bf was
Pretty soon, we got super bored so we headed to New Asia Bar. The bf was
working that night anyway. It was ok la. Yoyo flew in from Thailand. Hehe.
The music was super super WHACK. Can't blame the DJ. The crowd was full of
The music was super super WHACK. Can't blame the DJ. The crowd was full of
white people so obviously he had to play yucky white people music right??
Blueek.
I tell you, the guests up there were acting like barbarians la.
Blueek.
I tell you, the guests up there were acting like barbarians la.
Don't blame the bf and his fellow bouncers for losing their patience all the time.
The night was going fine when this drunk assed bitch spilled her drink
The night was going fine when this drunk assed bitch spilled her drink
all over me and Delia's shoes!! BITCH.
It was my brand new shoes! Fcuking hell.
Anyways, Hairul is nice dee. Seriously. But whatever it is, follow your heart aight.
I'll be behind whatever decision you make.
We were supposed to cam whore like crazy, but we were too caught up that we managed to only take ONE picture. Just ONE. Can anyone say SAD?
It was my brand new shoes! Fcuking hell.
Anyways, Hairul is nice dee. Seriously. But whatever it is, follow your heart aight.
I'll be behind whatever decision you make.
We were supposed to cam whore like crazy, but we were too caught up that we managed to only take ONE picture. Just ONE. Can anyone say SAD?
TAA-DAA!
Hehe.
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31st March 07.
Azyan's son had to be warded in KKH. The poor cutie had chest infection and fever.
Poor huney. I was at their place everyday throughout the days he fell sick.
So, was sad to hear the news. Visited him after work.
He was crying and struggling when the nurse tried to feed him the medicine.
Took 4 people to hold him down. Poor thing. He's just scared.
Felt like crying though. Hope he gets well soon.
Be praying for our dear lil cutie.
Get well soon JanJan..
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Ist April 07.
The bf called me at 5.45am to tell me that he was in hospital.
He and Ray got into a "scuffle" with the guests at work. (Read:New Asia Bar).
He and Ray got into a "scuffle" with the guests at work. (Read:New Asia Bar).
At least I thought it was your normal scuffle. But NO. The bf and Ray
were injured and had to receive outpatient treatment at the hospital.
No serious injuries lah thank god. Just a few cuts and bruises.
"Suke bby, pukul2 orang??." Blueeek.
I was super mad at first but when he told me the whole story, I understood.
Stupid fcukers! Ni lah aku tak suke pasal mat salleh.
Pat dah mabok, buruk siak! Perangai cam binatang! (But not all of course!)
When I woke up to go to work, I realised that it was 1st April and asked
the bf whether it was an April Fool's joke.
IT WASNT. Bah!
This April Fool's day has many unfortunate things happening.
And the worst thing is, none of it is a joke.
Welcome to reality ay?
And the worst thing is, none of it is a joke.
Welcome to reality ay?